Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Learning Early:God Ordinances!

So the other night, I am reading the awesome book, "How Doctors Think," by Jerome Groopman, and I come across a story about a patient with Cardiac tamponade, also known as pericardial tamponade. It is an emergency condition where there is a compression of the heart that occurs when blood or fluid builds up in the space between the myocardium (the muscle of the heart) and the pericardium (the outer covering sac of the heart).

Basically, fluid accumulates in the pericardium (the sac in which the heart is enclosed). If the fluid significantly elevates the pressure on the heart it will prevent the heart's ventricles from filling properly. This in turn leads to a low stroke volume. The end result is ineffective pumping of blood, shock, and often death.

Dr. Groopman explains in like a fist, squeezing the heart, keeping blood from entering or exiting...

Dr Groopman was using this story to explain how as a Doctor, one needs to always question why procedures are performed or treatments are given or diagnoses are made. This particular case had the surgeon make an incision under the xiphoid process and then go into the pericardium with a big syringe to draw off the fluid...the surgeon ended up going through the pericardium and into the heart, causing massive bleeding...this case was demonstrated to show how currently, Doctors view the heart first with echocardiogram to make sure where exactly the fluid is before they go probing...and maybe now, they are x-ray guiding as they actually perform this maneuver, I need to research this...seems like a good idea...

But, I say that to say this...I go upstairs and turn on "Untold Stories, Life In The ER," that is on the "Discovery Health" channel, and guess what a male patient that is carted into the ER is diagnosed with? Yes! Cardiac tamponade! You guessed right! Look, I don't believe in circumstances, but what I do believe in is God-Ordained Ordinances...I believe God has a way of teaching us and He will use whatever means necessary!

As He is teaching me and training me to become a Doctor, MD, I thought it was so cool how He showed me this. Some people may dismiss this as a coincidence, whatever, I see it as God leading me to the right resources at the right time. He has a given us a Reticular Activating System for a reason and He allowed me to form a category for Cardiac tamponade that night!

I believe as I continue to do my part and study and work and drench my self into all the resources He leads me to that He will continue to teach me everything I need to know about Human Anatomy and Physiology, Biochemistry, Surgery, etc...you name it! What an Honor to be able to be training to become a Doctor and learning all about His Amazing Creation!

Back to the story about the guy in the ER...He had to be operated on right there in the ER, no time to prep him for surgery...The ER Physician performed what he called, "Splash and Slash," meaning he had to immediately splash on a dose of Betadine to sterilize the patient's chest area and then use a scalpel to open him up...He made an incision under the left pectoral, more to the side, where he looked in from this side view, saw the heart, saw the clot, they then grabbed what looks like a corkscrew of sorts, (I need to find out what this is) and opened up the ribs so that he could release this fluid and the clot...

The patients heart was cyanotic due to the lack of oxygen, but once the clot was removed and the fluid gone, the heart started beating again and he was then transferred to a cardio-thoracic sugeon to make sure all was clear! He was great and had an amazing recovery! PX! AMEN! JIL!

Cool stuff, cool stories, Praise God for how He teaches! Cardiovascular is one of my interest and in the Top 5 of specialites I will God-Willingly be choosing from in about 4 Years!!! So I was definitely pumped to go ahead and "Jump-Start" my Cardiovascular Training through these awesome second-hand accounts! Hey, we "See One, Do One, Teach One," right? This is a great start! PX! JIL! AMEN!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Monday, July 28, 2008

100 Life Goals!

This will be a record of my 100 Life Goals! Starting today, through Prayer and sensitivity to The Holy Spirit, I will start listing these goals, in no particular order, a Brainstorm of sorts, and then later I will go back and refine, with specific categories and time sensitivity!

1. To Be an answer to God's Prayers ( John 17)
2. To Go Deeper With Jesus Christ
* this is a category or really an over arching category, because Christ is the center of my life!
* what are some specific areas in which this applies?
3. To love and serve my family
4. To ace the mcat and get a scholarship into MedSchool (Matriculating Jun/Aug/Sept 2009!)
5. To become fluent in Spanish, specifically Medical Spanish so that I can become extremely knowledgeable with English and Spanish speaking patients here in The States & Over Seas On Medical Mission Trips!
6. Go to Universal Studios/Disney World/Clear Water Kayaking with The Fam
7. Write two books: 1. Live In The Full (Scripture Based on how to shine in order to display The Bright Splendor of God)...2. Medical Book
8. To Teach With My Life..."Teach believers with your life: by word, by demeanor, by love, by faith, by integrity" ( 1 Tim 4.11-14 MSG)
* Make a list for each one of these categories (i.e. like the bushido samurai code) and develop specific strategies on "fleshing" these out!
9. To flesh out The Fruit Of The Spirit: But the Spirit produces the fruit of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,23 gentleness, self-control. (Galatians 5.22-26)

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Deeper Squared!

The Lord took me "Deeper" today! Whoo!

Aced Kaplan FL's 1-3 + AAMC PTR's 3-5 discretes for a comprehensive review to zone in on this past weeks training!

After that, I started taking the AAMC PTR 6 under timed conditions, broke it up into "mini-mcat" style by doing passages 1-4 VR followed by Passages 1-4 + 1st discrete set in Physical Sciences! God-Willing, I will take Bio Sciences passages 1-4+1st discrete set tomorrow or Monday!!!!

The Lord Blessed me to be in a total zone! I was at NS Sbx, had my headphones cranking with Soundtracks from "The Natural," "Back To The Future," "Chariots Of Fire," and "Resurrection from Passion Of The Christ!" I then cranked up 'Pandora' with my play list for "Johann Sebastian Bach" with my iPhone App and went to town! Scored 12 on PS and 11 on VR, both with time to spare! Acing The Pace! Acing The Pace!

It is on! The Lord is Calling Me to Go Deeper and I will Because He Says So! Man, Jeffrey, thank you so much for inspiring me through your teachings of Luke 5, "Leaving The Shallow: Taught Or Caught" and your Devo about Jesus and the woman at the well, titled "If You Only Knew!" You have totally reformatted my thinking and confidence!!! PX for You BroTwin! Harooh and Amen! JIL!

Excellence and Genius is created through God's Ordained gifts+our dedication and perseverence...persevering to accomplish those breakthrough's in life that put us in the zone, in the flow!

I will ace the mcat and God-Willing receive a full scholarship to Med School!!!

The Awesome Book of Hebrews says, “[By Faith] Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.”- Hebrews 11:1

I have total Faith in God's Ordained Calling in my life, and through the sensitivity of The Holy Spirit, I will continue to follow Him, Praying the He will continue to Bless me to grow as a Follower of Jesus Christ, as a Family member, as a human being, as a Medical Doctor...and as I grow the more I will be able to give....as Mark Batterson says, "Grow more so we can Give more!"

Jesus, You gave all of yourself to me, now take all of me for Yourself!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Genius Level!

Jeffrey really inspired me today when he told me how all the studies out are showing that Genius Level is reached not so much by being a phenom or a prodigy, but rather by those who persevere and work smart+hard...to those who make breakthroughs comes Genius Levels!

Like Erwin McManus says, "Work Hard Until It's Hardly Work!"

God has given me a mind to think and to create and to solve problems. A mind that loves science and medicine. A Spirit infused with The Stirrings Of The Holy Spirit and the wanting to study and practice everything I can to learn and understand about His Creation of The Human Mind, Body, And Soul. I will work hard and persevere, I will continue to make Breakthroughs as God splits The Red Sea, I will follow Him through it with 100% Intensity!

I will work hard until it is hardly work. I will become a Genius Doctor. I will, because God has put Medicine In My Soul!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Deeper!

The Lord is calling me to go Deeper! Praise God! "But Because You Say So Lord, I Will Go Deeper!" Fresh off of Jeff's "Leaving The Shallow: Taught Or Caught" Sermon from TeamCopperhill's trip, I am meditating on going Deeper with Christ in every walk of Life! PX! Amen! JIL!

The Holy Spirit is continuing to lead me to Pearl studies for the mcat. I am reviewing and developing "codes" for each and every subject and problem, and man, is The Holy Spirit working and Counseling! Amen!

I am really feeling confident and look forward to continued pearling and practice test acing... I will ace the mcat, mcat going down, down, down, down...mcat going down!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Pearl Review!

The Lord led me to review Kaplan FL 1 & 2 Discretes...man, I can not tell you how much I Praise The Holy Spirit for leading me in this direction! Developed some major "ingraining" and constructed pearls of wisdom on how to understand and remember key principles!

I will ace Kaplan FL 3 Discretes tomorrow God-Willing!

Made a "Secret" sheet that decoded all Physics Lens Pearls! Got It! I have got them now! Whoo! I am about to go and review the secret sheet now!

I will continue this pearl review and ingraining throughout the rest of the week and then celebrate with a "Mock Meet" on Saturday, taking a full length mcat and I mean taking it down! (Saying it with an Australian accent:)

Would love to get one of the online mcat's from e-mcat.com, I will make the decision by Friday!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

The Lord Is Completely Dependable!

"The One who called you is completely dependable. If he said it, he'll do it!"

~1 Thessalonians 5.23-24 ~

The Lord is dependable! I will focus all my energy on Him, not of myself...my strength will draw from Him...I know I can do all things through Him who strengthens me, and this is not a feel good bumper sticker, this is truth and I will live it!

God, thank you for choosing me to become a Doctor. Thank You that You do not want a substitute. Thank You that in the same way You told Moses and Aaron that You would be right there next to them teaching them what to say and how to say it, that You are doing the same with me. Just as David destroyed goliath because David attacked in The Strong Name Of God Almighty, may I attack the mcat in Your Strong Name! Slinging My Stone and bringing down the mcat.

Lord you called David, You did not want a substitute. You are calling me. You do not want a substitute. You are choosing me. I will not make you angry by objecting. I accept Your call with Humbleness and Honor. I will pick up my sword, carry my shield, and dedicate my life to You and Your Purposes through me.

You have given me Your Son. I will not dishonor You. Jesus You have given me all of You. Now take all of Me...You are Completely Dependable...I will live my life in Trust of Your Power! Do Your Will In Me and Through Me! For Your Glory God, Soli Deo Glori!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Friday, July 18, 2008

God's Loving Eye

I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will counsel you with my loving eye on you

~ Ps 32.8 TNIV ~

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Sense Of Destiny! Race Mode!

Praise God! I am really developing a sense of destiny...a sense of God's Purpose to become a Doctor...an Instrument Of His Healing! PX! Harooh!

He is teaching me about the importance of risk, of not hiding and "letting them see me...' He is teaching me about His Grace...His Leadership!

Thoughts From Athletics...VisionFrom Family
Just as he has trained me to be a Championship athlete with Jeff, He is training me now to be a Doctor, MD and Jeff and our family are "Making Me Better!" They are really giving me a VISION instilling belief and confidence...Thank You God for speaking through TheFam!!!

I want this with "Track-Like" Intensity... I want to become a doctor almost more than any goal I have ever set because I want to be able to provide for my family, my community, my patients...

God has given us amazing abilties as athletes and He has allowed Athletics to teach me so much about training yourself to persevere instead of to quit...to embrace pain...to go "the distance"...to set goals and visualize...to believe deep with in your core that you were created to be a Champion...and I Praise God how He shapes us and uses what He has given us to become the people He desires...And I love Athletics with a passion and they are an area of my life where I have been able to perform at my utmost, it is so Awesome to have the same adrenaline rushing spirit, mind, and body for a career choice such as becomig Doctor Bradley Justin Nesbit, MD, MPT...because it is more than a career, it is a Ministry that I know God will work through! Thank You God for allowing us to join in with Your Process of being molded for Your Glory!

I am at the starting line, it's time to enter RACE MODE!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

The Father's Bright Splendor!

John 17.1-5

Jesus said these things. Then, raising his eyes in prayer, he said:
Father, it's time.
Display the bright splendor of your Son
So the Son in turn may show your bright splendor.

I glorified you on earth
By completing down to the last detail
What you assigned me to do.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Cool Stuff!



















Here is what The Lord led me to Hammer down on today...

* Acid/Base Chemistry
* Electrochemistry
* 2 passages of EK VR
* Kaplan FL 3, passages 1-4+discretes (PhySci),
passages 1-3+discretes (BioSci)Learned some
major material and furthered my knowledge
and ability in learning the foreign language of
mcat speak!

Ready for some Cool Stuff? Money metals such as (Gold, Lead, Silver, etc) do not rust like other metals!!! You know why? Because they have very high negative oxidation states!!!

Dude, how cool is that! It means that because their oxidation state is a very negative #, thus being far away from zero, it is harder to oxidized (lose electrons)...which translates into saying that metals are not good reducing agents!!! Reducing agents become oxidized!

So the next time you pull out a quarter, be confident knowing that that 25 cent piece of power will not rust! Whoo! ok, I will calm down now!

Look forward to tomorrow God-Willing! I am going to continuing "sweeping the leg" of Kaplan FL 3, it is going down BIG time! Harooh!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In! PX! Amen! JIL!

p.s. In God We Trust! Go Trust Him today!

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Take It To The Next Level!

Great day of studying but I am a little frustrated that I did not hit the books as long as I wanted. Got off to a later start, did not really start until 12, had a big gap, and then did not start back until 3 and finished about 1730...I wanted to continue to do more on my application as well but was not able to get to it...this kind of inefficiency will not happen again!

Even though I did not get in as much as I wanted, I maximized my time that I did put in and aced an OChem discretes kaplan test! Then I did 3 problems from every chapter in Physics!

I love the properties of waves (light waves). They are electromagnetic and their velocity depends on the medium. So even though V = (f)(lambda)...frequency times wavelength applies, the velocity still only depends on the medium...what happens is if you change the frequency, the inverse of the frequency will be the result of the wavelength and vice versa...but if length does not change, wavelength remains constant...

Nutshell: Wave properties to double check and pearl: Light Waves are dependent of their velocity; Sound waves are independent of their velocity or do sound waves become dependent on how deformable the medium is??? I know this, Sound Waves are longitudinal :) Whoo!

Cant wait to research this and apply it! PX! Amen! JIL! Time to take it to the next level!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Friday, July 4, 2008

Cool Pearl!

Aced and finished up with Kaplan FL 2...I really dissected the sucker and developed some major pearls! God is turning on some major lightbulbs and I am seeing everything so clearly as He parts The Red Sea and I walk through it with Him!

A Cool Pearl The Spirit led me to see is deciphering which amino acids are essential & non-essential for different Microbes. The way I "see" it is by deciding where the Microbes can grow even with certain amino acids absent. If the Microbes can grow without certain amino's, then those amino's are non-essential...thus, by eliminating the non-essentials, you can determine the essential amino's! How freakin' cool is that! PX! I love when The Holy Spirit speaks to me in these problem solving ways!

I will finish up with Kaplan Ochem Subject based discretes 1 Tomorrow and then hit EK 1001's, Other Subject based passage tests, and then on to dissecting either another Kaplan mcat or an aamc....saving up for the aamc timed internet based test that mirrors the real thing in real conditions....cant wait to ace it!!!

One more day closer to acing the mcat and becoming a doctor God-Willing!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Promise Land Prayers

Then Caleb silenced the people before Moses and said, "We should go up and take possession of the land, for we can certainly do it."

~ Numbers 13.30 (NIV) ~


8 If the LORD is pleased with us, he will lead us into that land, a land flowing with milk and honey, and will give it to us. 9 Only do not rebel against the LORD. And do not be afraid of the people of the land, because we will swallow them up. Their protection is gone, but the LORD is with us. Do not be afraid of them."

~ Numbers 14.8-9 (NIV) ~

"Brad, To you I will give the land of Canaan (M.D.) as the portion you will inherit."

~ Psalm 105 (NIV) ~

"All the promises of God in Him are Yes, and in Him Amen, to the glory of God"

~ 2 Cor 1:20 ~

"Take heart, men, for I believe God that it will be just as it was told"

~ Acts 27:25 ~

"Nothing on earth compares to the strength God is willing to interject
into lives caught in the act of believing."
~ Beth Moore - Believing God ~

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Be Strong In The Lord!

The Armor of God

10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power

~Ephesians 6.10 (NIV)~

The Lord Is Completely Dependable!

"The One who called you is completely dependable. If he said it, he'll do it!"

~1 Thessalonians 5.23-24

Lord, Make Me Able!

Proverbs 16:9 (MSG)

We plan the way we
want to live, but only
God makes us able
to live it.

"Lord make us able!"

Wrapping Up Kaplan FL 2!

Kaplan FL 2 under timed conditions...

PhySci = Passages I-IV, Discretes 1
VR = Passages I-IV
BioSci = Passages I-IV, Discretes 1

I will echo this format for tomorrow God-Willing finishing and acing the test!

Victory In Christ!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Calm, Cool, & Collected!

Quiet Confidence, the composure of Joe Montana bringing his team back in the 4th quarter. This is the mindset I am developing in mcat studies and will bring to the mcat when I take it down in Sep!

It's like running track. Jeff and I have relaxed intensity...We are going full out, but we are so relaxed that our cheeks are bouncing around...no tension whatsoever!

I am and will be clear-minded...like a samurai, blowing through the mcat like a cloud of dust!

I will be calm, cool, & collected!

Victory In Jesus Christ! Amen!