Thursday, August 7, 2008

"Talitha koum!"


36 Ignoring what they said, Jesus told the synagogue ruler, "Don't be afraid; just believe."

41He took her by the hand and said to her, "Talitha koum!" (which means, "Little girl, I say to you, get up!" ). 42Immediately the girl stood up and walked around (she was twelve years old). At this they were completely astonished.

Your Faith Has Healed You

Mark 5:25-45 (New International Version)

Key Verse:

34 He said to her, "Daughter, your faith has healed you.
Go in peace and be freed from your suffering."

Forgives & Heals

Psalm 103.1-3 (NIV)

1 Praise the LORD, O my soul;

all my inmost being, praise his holy name.

2 Praise the LORD, O my soul,
and forget not all his benefits-

3 who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,

Just Say The Word

Luke 7:7 (New Living Translation)
I am not even worthy to come and meet you. Just say the word from where you are, and my servant will be healed

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Next Level: Casting My Net Into Deeper Water!

Great day of studying! The Lord has led me to the next level in becoming a Doctor! I took and aced mcat PTR 3 on-line today in real timed conditions! Totally simulated like the real thing, totally disciplined, back to back sections!

Because The Lord says so, I am casting my net into Deeper Water and by going Deeper I am catching more that I could ever imagine. (See Luke 5.1-11). By Going Deeper, I Trust that through God Almighty, I will become a Doctor. My goal is to Shine for God's Glory! (See Matthew 5.13-16)

What I learned:
1. Increased Confidence
2. Concentration - I need to zone in to "Animal"-like levels, I need to be an "Animal" so psyched up and totally focused. What this means is that I must enter "R-Brain" mode to the max!

How do I achieve total "R-Brain" Mode?
  • I must forget about the time. Keeping track of the time activates my "L-Brain" mode. I will certainly be aware of the time, but I will totally dive into the passage and discretes without concern for the time.
  • I am actually so well trained that timing is not an issue...The Lord has shaped my training to the point where I know my pace!
  • Relaxed Intensity: When Jeff and I run sprints on the track, We sprint with Max intensity, yet we are so relaxed that the skin on our cheeks around our jaws are bouncing around. Pocket to Nose, Pocket to Nose, We will establish amazing form from start to finish. Being relaxed yet with all-out intensity, We are able to sprint at max-out speeds! Having Relaxed Intensity on the mcat will allow me to perform at Championship levels under pressure circumstances! Bring It On mcat! I own you mcat!
  • Being In The Zone: So focused, with warrior-like focus, surgeon-like precision...I will become totally engrossed in the material that I am now "one" with the material... the mcat is a cloud of dust and I will blow right through it
  • Be Confident: Trust The Lord, Trust myself because I trust The Lord. By being totally confident that I know the correct answer, I will minimize over-analyzing and maximize correct answer producing and time saving techniques!
  • Enter "Race-Mode": As in track, when Jeff and I step up to the start line and get down in the blocks, "It Is On!" and we enter into "Race-Mode" By entering into "Race-Mode,"we become so ready in Heart, Soul, Mind, Body that we are primed and ready. All of our training is set and now it is time to allow our training and discipline and serious hard work to take over. Forget The Left brain notes and just flow in Right Brain mode. Your form, your technique, your drive and top-end speed all take their natural form and rhythm because you have trained and prepared for this moment...It will be this way as well as I move directly toward the mcat...I will enter "Race-Mode" and all my training, all my discipline and hard work will come together into their natural form and rhythm, and I will be calm, cool, and collected as I ace the mcat!
  • Take 5 second rest in between passages to recalibrate my mind for ultimate performance with the next set of passages and discretes that I will sling and conquer!
3. That I belong: I belong in the medical world and I can not wait to to conquer all the challenges along the way! I embrace these challenges! Amen!. JIL! PX! I want the long nights, the 80 hour weeks, the 20 hour shifts, I want to be awake for 25 hours straight. I want to learn everything about God's Amazing creation of the human being as I can. I want to train and learn with so much intensity and do whatever it takes to become the best Doctor I can in order to provide for my Family, my Community, My patients. I want to live the full life that Jesus Lived, Died, and Resurrected for!

4. By being poised and rooted in composure, having major confidence, having Surgeon-like concentration and Warrior-like Focus, By entering into "Race-Mode" and knowing that I belong, I will follow God Almighty through this Red Sea into the Promise Land of becoming an MD! By His Will, IN His Timing, Because of His Mercy and Grace, Through His Power, and For His Glory I have Trust and Faith that I will become a Doctor! To God Be The Glory! Amen!

Father God, with Your Cross In My Heart, Your Wisdom In My Mind, Your Medicine n My Soul, Your Stethoscope Around My Neck, and Your Healing In My Hands, I thank you for this opportunity to become a Doctor and I will commit my life to You in order for You to use this as Your Ministry Through me! Harooh! ~From Jeff's Prayer~

For Your Glory Alone!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Learning Early:God Ordinances!

So the other night, I am reading the awesome book, "How Doctors Think," by Jerome Groopman, and I come across a story about a patient with Cardiac tamponade, also known as pericardial tamponade. It is an emergency condition where there is a compression of the heart that occurs when blood or fluid builds up in the space between the myocardium (the muscle of the heart) and the pericardium (the outer covering sac of the heart).

Basically, fluid accumulates in the pericardium (the sac in which the heart is enclosed). If the fluid significantly elevates the pressure on the heart it will prevent the heart's ventricles from filling properly. This in turn leads to a low stroke volume. The end result is ineffective pumping of blood, shock, and often death.

Dr. Groopman explains in like a fist, squeezing the heart, keeping blood from entering or exiting...

Dr Groopman was using this story to explain how as a Doctor, one needs to always question why procedures are performed or treatments are given or diagnoses are made. This particular case had the surgeon make an incision under the xiphoid process and then go into the pericardium with a big syringe to draw off the fluid...the surgeon ended up going through the pericardium and into the heart, causing massive bleeding...this case was demonstrated to show how currently, Doctors view the heart first with echocardiogram to make sure where exactly the fluid is before they go probing...and maybe now, they are x-ray guiding as they actually perform this maneuver, I need to research this...seems like a good idea...

But, I say that to say this...I go upstairs and turn on "Untold Stories, Life In The ER," that is on the "Discovery Health" channel, and guess what a male patient that is carted into the ER is diagnosed with? Yes! Cardiac tamponade! You guessed right! Look, I don't believe in circumstances, but what I do believe in is God-Ordained Ordinances...I believe God has a way of teaching us and He will use whatever means necessary!

As He is teaching me and training me to become a Doctor, MD, I thought it was so cool how He showed me this. Some people may dismiss this as a coincidence, whatever, I see it as God leading me to the right resources at the right time. He has a given us a Reticular Activating System for a reason and He allowed me to form a category for Cardiac tamponade that night!

I believe as I continue to do my part and study and work and drench my self into all the resources He leads me to that He will continue to teach me everything I need to know about Human Anatomy and Physiology, Biochemistry, Surgery, etc...you name it! What an Honor to be able to be training to become a Doctor and learning all about His Amazing Creation!

Back to the story about the guy in the ER...He had to be operated on right there in the ER, no time to prep him for surgery...The ER Physician performed what he called, "Splash and Slash," meaning he had to immediately splash on a dose of Betadine to sterilize the patient's chest area and then use a scalpel to open him up...He made an incision under the left pectoral, more to the side, where he looked in from this side view, saw the heart, saw the clot, they then grabbed what looks like a corkscrew of sorts, (I need to find out what this is) and opened up the ribs so that he could release this fluid and the clot...

The patients heart was cyanotic due to the lack of oxygen, but once the clot was removed and the fluid gone, the heart started beating again and he was then transferred to a cardio-thoracic sugeon to make sure all was clear! He was great and had an amazing recovery! PX! AMEN! JIL!

Cool stuff, cool stories, Praise God for how He teaches! Cardiovascular is one of my interest and in the Top 5 of specialites I will God-Willingly be choosing from in about 4 Years!!! So I was definitely pumped to go ahead and "Jump-Start" my Cardiovascular Training through these awesome second-hand accounts! Hey, we "See One, Do One, Teach One," right? This is a great start! PX! JIL! AMEN!

Slinging My Stone, Time To Scrub In!

Monday, July 28, 2008

100 Life Goals!

This will be a record of my 100 Life Goals! Starting today, through Prayer and sensitivity to The Holy Spirit, I will start listing these goals, in no particular order, a Brainstorm of sorts, and then later I will go back and refine, with specific categories and time sensitivity!

1. To Be an answer to God's Prayers ( John 17)
2. To Go Deeper With Jesus Christ
* this is a category or really an over arching category, because Christ is the center of my life!
* what are some specific areas in which this applies?
3. To love and serve my family
4. To ace the mcat and get a scholarship into MedSchool (Matriculating Jun/Aug/Sept 2009!)
5. To become fluent in Spanish, specifically Medical Spanish so that I can become extremely knowledgeable with English and Spanish speaking patients here in The States & Over Seas On Medical Mission Trips!
6. Go to Universal Studios/Disney World/Clear Water Kayaking with The Fam
7. Write two books: 1. Live In The Full (Scripture Based on how to shine in order to display The Bright Splendor of God)...2. Medical Book
8. To Teach With My Life..."Teach believers with your life: by word, by demeanor, by love, by faith, by integrity" ( 1 Tim 4.11-14 MSG)
* Make a list for each one of these categories (i.e. like the bushido samurai code) and develop specific strategies on "fleshing" these out!
9. To flesh out The Fruit Of The Spirit: But the Spirit produces the fruit of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,23 gentleness, self-control. (Galatians 5.22-26)